TURST LOVE OR LUST

TURST LOVE OR LUST

Khushi POV:

I was standing there all alone he left me how could he I thought he loved me but really there was nothing I thought he really cared but really there was nothing I thought he wanted me but really there was nothing nothing at all. I wanted to believe he never left me he will be back I trusted our love wait there wasn't any our love there was just only my loves from him he just used me for his own personal use I was like a toy to him you can play with it when you wanted to then when you got bored of it you would throw it away without thinking about it. But when he touched me he made me feel like nothing in the world will make me happy but him nothing at all I just want him and only him but there was no trust and if there was no trust there was no love and if that wasn't love it must be lust he played me like a violin and now I am broken but I will go on with the memories even if they were fake to me they will always be true and I would need to forget him but I can't. I should hate him but I can't because I love him and I always do because my love was true not fake not like his. My love was true and on my heart it written his name my ARNAV

Arnav POV:

I left her standing there all alone I don't know why I couldn't take it no more her love was too much her trust was too much her care was too much I never wanted to leave but there was no choice. I wanted to believe in our love but I couldn't there were too much lies I thought she was in the wrong but really I was really she was innocent she was the victim of his games and my love. I really do love her so much more than anything in this world when I was with her she made me feel so happy and special like she only wanted me and only me but there was so much misunderstandings. I love her and I will always do till my last breath and I will do to anything to make her happy and to let her free and let her live her life and I will go on with her beautiful memories I will never forget her and I will never forgive the pain I put her in but it was all a misunderstanding that was created between us and I will always love her because my love was real not fake and on my heart it write her name my KHUSHI

BOTH: and if i believe in my love then i know that one day we will meet again and we will love again and be together again but that only if s/he is happy with it beacues my happyness is in his/her happyness cuz i love you and ownly you with all my heart cuz my heart is with you

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First And Last Kiss

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I had an idea and just wrote it down, I hopes you like it, it is going to be my third OS loool anyway I hope you like it.
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First And Last Kiss
She was in the room packing her bags she has enough she couldn't take it no more the pain was so much for her to handle, he man she loves he doesn't trust her, she got her clothing and put them in her bag, she went to the table and got her sindoor box and kissed it and put it back down, she took her bangles, clips, bindi. She put them in the bag she got everything of hers and put them in there. She went up to the night table and picked up the picture, she looked at it and smiled and kissed it, she put it careful in the bag and zipped it up.

She sat down for a while and remembered the times, the times with him since day one, dropping in his arms, looking into his eyes, when he saved her when she was trapped in the guest house, from the car, when he nearly kissed her and then broke her heart and tear dropped onto her hand. She got up and moved to the poolside door and placed her hand on it. Flashbacks of the times there rushed in her head. The time when he was about to fall in the pool and she saved him but to him it was the over way around, when she had something in her eye, when she slapped him, when she splashed hot water on his chest and the others.

She wiped her tears and went back to the bed was about to pick up her bag but he walked in giving her a breeze.

He walked into the room hoping to find her, tell her how sorry he was for not believing her, he felt like he his world would end if she didn't be with him.
He opened the door and found her standing there in a black saree, even it was colourless she looked beautiful, he loves her but just didn't trust her, he walked up to her and he noticed the bag next to her.

She felt the tension in the room, she wanted to just run and never stop, she was ready for him to shout, all she ever wanted was someone who will love her and treat her as a princess but she got her love but just not his trust, she got her prince just not her charming, she looked at him with all her love and also her pain, when she looked at his eye they were something new.

Arnav: Khushi where are you going? Are you going to buaji's house?    
Khushi: no, even far.
Arnav: Khushi what are you saying
Khushi: I am saying I can't stay her no more, I don't want this, I can't take it.
Arnav: Khushi when are going to come back.
Khushi: I am not coming back.
Arnav: why
Khushi: because you can't live in the same room as the person who tried to ruin your di life and I can't live with the person who doesn't trust me.  It hurt Arnavji I can't take it, it brake me, my heart is just like a pieces of glass, it broken and you can't fixes it the way it was before so why pretend it is, do you know how it feels to be in the same room as someone who you loved and that to he never trusted you it kills.

Arnav stood there, she loves him but all he gave her was pain and the saddest of all she said LOVED not loves, a tear dropped to his cheeks.

Arnav: Khushi you love me?
Khushi: not anymore. Those words were hard to say, it was hard to lie, she can't just forget up when he was her first and only love.
Arnav felt a knife stab through his heart, he wanted to grab her and remind her of the love but he couldn't
Khushi: how can I love someone who doesn't even trust me, Arnavji I can forget about the times you hurt me physically or mentally because trust is more important and plus it hurts more.
Arnav: Khushi please, I am sorry I never meant to do this; I should have trusted you cupping her face.
Khushi take his hands of her face: but you didn't you trust him over me, Arnavji you first only listen to one side of the story and then you trusted him and then when you listen to the other side of the story you didn't even trust me, you accepted it as a lie and made up story, but would you do if someone done that to you.
Arnav: Khushi I am so sorry, I wished I believed you. Arnav had tears in his eyes.
Khushi smiled in pain and wiped his tears: there no need to cry now, how much you will ask for forgiveness it won't work because like someone said "trust is like paper if you crumble it, it won't become straight again.

She turned around and picked up her bag and made her way to the door.

Arnav felt like his life was being snatched away from him, he just want to tell her how much she meant to him but she knew it wouldn't work now as he hurt her too much.

Khushi stopped and put her bag down and turned back to Arnav, she walked up to him making Arnav feel there was maybe still hope.
Khushi: before I go Arnavji could I just have something, just one thing.
Arnav cupped her face: Khushi you can have everything please just don't go.
Khushi: I just want one thing.
Khushi lend close to him and planted her lips on his.
She kissed him with full passion, love and her trust, she felt him responding to the kiss.
His hand moved to her waist pulling her closer to him, he kissed her with the same force of love. He wanted to show his love to her.
The kiss was a passionate one, and long and love full one with little hope.
She broke the kiss and resting her head on his chest and whispered.
Khushi: how much my brain tells me I loved you my heart tell me I still do, how much I will try to forget you I won't be able to, how much I will try to hate you I won't be able to because my love for you is much more. I will always love you for eternity and all. I love you.
Khushi set back not looking at him and left to room with her bag.

Arnav stood there in pain, he crushed down onto his knees with the one thing she left him, he clutched onto it and places it to his heart.
Arnav: Khushi I love you too. He said with tears in his eyes.

 The one thing he had of hers was her Mangalsutra...

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Khushi into KKG

Khushi into KKG

Hey people it me Zaynah and I am with a small bit of Arnav and Khushi and how Khushi is broken down with Arnav's words


She walked on the empty roads. She wanted to cry but couldn't because there weren't any left for her to cry out he had broken her into pieces of broken glass. She felt like the world had just collapse into her hands. Like there nothing left for her to live for. Not knowing where she going or where is she all was she thinking about the words that pinched her heart "how can Arnav say that to me". She fell on to her knees and started to cry like never before she will never forgive him of what he said.

FLASHBACK
Khushi walks into the kitchen to get some hot water for here tea. Then she felt and hard and heavy hand on her shoulder thinking it was Arnav she turned around see the fat ugly shit face Shayam she pushed him and said "don't you dare touch me" Arnav hears Shayam say:
Shayam: I love you khushji  Arnav not knowing what happening in there his hand wanted to hit something but did what them to hear him because he wanted to see what she will say. Khushi grabbed her hot water behind her and splashed it all over Shayam. Shayam let out a shout Khushi went near him and said "and I love Arnav Shayamji no Shayam Jiju" And walked off with a smile on her face walking out of the kitchen walking pass Arnav without even seeing him.
Arnav didn't hear Khushi all he heard was Shayam he felt disgusted of what may have happened in there. "How could she do that even she married to me and knowing he married and Di pregnant" image blow his mind up how dare she walk pass me smiling  and she did not even look at me. Arnav ran up to his room waiting for Khushi to come up.

Shayam walked out of the kitchen now

Khushi entered her room with a big smile on her face.
Arnav: what making you smile Khushi?
Khushi: what I can't even smile now?
Arnav: how could you? You make me sick to even think about how dare you even think about it when Di was in the other room not you have no shame.
Khushi: Arnav what are you talking about is everything ok what happened? 
Arnav: don't act all innocent you know what I am talking about
Khushi: really Arnav I don't know what you're talking about
Arnav: oh please at least don't act in front of me you disgust me
Khushi: I don't understand.
Arnav grabbed her arm so hard and pushed her into the against the wall
Arnav: you don't know really (sarcastically) let me remind you
Khushi: let go off me your hurting me
Arnav: good you deserve this pain
Khushi had a confused look
Arnav tell Khushi what happen in the kitchen what what he thought that happened remember now Khushi
Khushi: what rubbish are you talking about me and that sycophant? Are you gone mad do you know what your even saying have you gone nuts how many time to I need to tell you that I don't love him I don't love him. That not what even happened Khushi told him that she throw water on him and the rest of the event
She fells on the floor crying her eye's out
Arnav: oh please your tears no fake tears don't work on me Khushi Kumari Gupta.
She stood up and said fake tears fake tear how dare you call my tears fake.
Arnav: I can do what I want to do Khushi


Khushi: no you can't Arnav you need to know that...
Arnav: please don't change the subject and answer me how could you Khushi how
Khushi: please trust me I never did such thing
Arnav very angry now (turned into ASR mode) trust Khushi trust what like you did to my sister when she loves you and trust's you and you go and steel her husband don't you feel ashamed I hate you Khushi I hate you sometime I think that was your mum a gold digger did you learnt everything from her was she cheap like you huh huh Khushi tell me.
Khushi couldn't believe what she was hearing her heart was broken how could he even think that (now if I was Khushi I would give him a back hand and I would have killed by now: D) Arnav regretting what he just said. Khushi pulled him around and gave him and slap. Don't you even dare speak about mum Umma like that?
Arnav: Khushi...
End of Flashback

Present day

Arnav walked down to find Khushi but then he saw his Di crying. He goes up to Anjail.
Arnav: di what wrong is everything ok then his eye set on Shayam he saw the burnt mark on his face
Anjail: chotey look what Shayam. Look what happened (crying) look at his face
(To Shayam) is it stinging?
Arnav felt that he has been shot in his heart she was telling the truth he was misbehaving with her so she throw hot water on him. He carried on looking for her and saying that he was very sorry.

NOO!! I will never ever forgive him for this I will make him regret every single word I will make him feel the way I felt for the pass 2 months making me feel like shit no. No more I will show him who Khushi Kumari Gupta is no one talk about my Umma like that. Her eyes grew and she got up and walked back home every step she made the angrier she got.
She pushed opened the Raizada doors. Everyone stopped and looked
Nani: Khushi are you ok you lo...
Khushi: walked pass Nani and went up into her room
She pushed the door open.
Arnav: Khushi I was looking for you everywhere where did you go (worried)
Khushi: (RUDELY) why did you forget to say something about me or something about my umma?
Arnav: listen Khushi I really am sorry I wish I never said that to you I got carried away I was so angry that I forgot what I was saying Khushi I am really sorry I really should have believe me I am very sorry please forgive me (Arnav is crying)
Khushi: oh is Arnav Singh Raizada sorry you got a heart well you don't. Well you have a heart but it made out of stone. And what forgive you. Oh please Arnav... NO ASR!! The word doesn't suit you please don't make me sick. (Khushi is very angry right now I would be)
Arnav was shocked of what he was hearing is this Khushi
Khushi look...
Khushi: NO Arnav Singh Raizada NO Now you will listen and I will talk my mum was not a gold digger or a cheap person and she didn't teach me to be one. She gave me all the respect I needed
Arnav: I know Khushi...
Khushi: I said NO Arnav I will speck now and you will listen (Khushi has turned into an ASR But her a KKG)
Khushi burst out crying Arnav was broken but not as much as Khushi.
Arnav: Khushi...
Khushi: Khushi who Khushi. Khushi has died. She had died. And you want to know who killed her ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA (started to laugh out loud like a mad person)
Arnav tried to pick her up but Khushi said "DONT YOU TOUCH ME DONT YOU EVEN DARE"
Arnav was shocked of what she was saying but he knew that he crossed his limits
Khushi: what did you say you hate me? Me well you got it wrong no Arnav I hate you!!
The words hurt his heart.
precap:

Khushi: she stood up arnav you look abit down what happend? nothing to say huh cat got your tougue. now i will make you pay of the pain you gave me. since the day i set eyes on you. you made my life hell. but for one minute i thought i love you no loved you but now i think it make me sick how can i loved you a mean sad man

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I Made Your Wish Come True...

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I am very upset with the episode... just hope Khushi is fine... ok so I was reading at this popped in my head... I am sorry if it is all crappy... please don't hate me... so hope you would like it...

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One Shot: I Made Your Wish Come True...

Arnav was in his car driving somewhere very far nowhere but somewhere, he didn't know but he didn't care, he just wanted to get out there... the memories of today flashback into his head... I don't want it... this child... who would accept it... who would love my baby... my baby will feel lone... Arnavji!!... Khushi I love you... hug scene... I wish I had never met you... I wish you had never come into my life... you were the biggest mistake of my life Khushi Kumari Gupta.

He hit his steering wheel and turned around. He needed to go back... he was wrong he should have said that to her, he needed to go back now, he needed to talk to her, now, his heart was telling him something bad is going to happen. 

He speeded off back to RM.

She sat there quite, lone, in pain; hurt, killed and nothing else... she felt like someone just killed her and that someone was her Arnavji... his words rang in her head again and again making her lose it. I wish I had never met you... I wish you never came into my life... when my family were happy... my di was happy... it is your entire fault because of you Shayam did this... the biggest mistake in my life Khushi Kumari Gupta... I hate you Khushi!!... This is your entire fault... since you entered my life... di was happy when you wasn't here!!... 

Khushi: no!!!

She was crying how could he say that to her... how could someone be like that... she didn't want it no more she couldn't take it not more she wouldn't more... she got up and made her way to the room... but walked like a soulless human... eye swollen from all the crying, you could see the dried tear marks on her cheeks, you could see she was now lifeless.

 She walked toward the door and locked it and then walked to the table and picked up the glass and smashed it on the floor; she bent down and picked up a broken piece a Sharpe and painful looking broken piece of glass.

She took it in her hand and gripped it tightly pricking her skin making her bleed a deep red, which was now on the floor dripping making a stain on the carpet.

She stared at it for a while and saw her reflection but didn't see her, she looked the other draw and walked towards it and opened it... she took out a packet, she took out the capsules out and place them all in her hand and stuffed him into her mouth making her swallowing them down... Arnav diabetic medicines not one, not two but the whole 20. 

 Her grip was more tighter she slowly put the broken sharp mirror to her neck, she was shaking but all she was thinking was her Arnavji... and his memorys with her, she smiled making fresh tears dropping down, she tighten her grip and now on to her neck. She pressed hard on her neck and with one second she slit open her neck making her blood splat everywhere along with a scream along with a thud.

He opened her house door every move he made his heart told him it all your fault not hers, you can't do anything about it now, that she was in pain, she is in so much pain. He rushed up the stairs and into the room but found it locked, he banged on it. And that when he heard her scream and a thud on the floor. It was the most dreadful sound ever just like his mother scream... his heart was racing

Arnav: Khushi!!! Open the door now... no responds... Khushi!!!... No respond... open the dam door Khushi... no respond... Khushi!!!... No respond.

He felt the pain growing from the pit of the stomach... his heart cried in pain... he knew something was wrong... what is she doing in there? He could hear her coughing but not answering.

He couldn't wait... he pushed hard on the door trying to break it... and by that time the whole family had arrived.

Payal: Arnavji what happened where is Khushi?

Arnav: she is not opening the door.

Payal: what?

Payal pushed him out of the way.

Payal: Khushi!!!... Look it's me your Jiji... open the door... Khushi... stop it open the door now.

Payal felt it... she felt pain and she now knew her sister was in pain.

Payal: Akash please help me open the door.

Akash and Arnav tried to push the door open while Nani was worrying, Nk was also helping, mami was just thinking Khushi was acting, Anjali stood there not knowing what was even happening.

Arnav and Akash and Nk pushed opened the door... and there she was on the floor, blood everywhere, the piece of glass in her hand, eyes opened but not moving, hair covered with blood.

Arnav went all pale and so did payal.

Arnav run to her and picked her to his lap shaking her to just say something while Akash called the ambulance, Nani shocked, mami also in shock... Anjali still the same.

Arnav: Khushi... Khushi wake up... don't do this again Khushi... stop it now... what did you do... look Khushi this isn't funny... ok... I am sorry I didn't mean it Khushi please... Akash call the ambulance quick.

She smiled but it was hard, her breathing got harder and harder, mouth filled with blood this sight scared Arnav and payal who was to shock to even move.

Khushi tried to speck but when she tried more blood came out from her mouth.

Nk rushed over to Khushi's hand and found the glass. And the medicine packet on the floor and showed Arnav who was even more shocked.

He didn't knew by saying this she would do this... and if he had known he would have never said that to her... if he knew this would be maybe the last day with her wouldn't of shouted at her.

She felt weak, like there it was... now it was done there was no way back, she felt somewhere in peace... she could now go... she could go to her parents, and she really wanted to go, but she saw him and smiled as now he got half his wish... I am out of his life.

Khushi: I... I ... didn't... do ... by propose...

Arnav hugged Khushi telling her to just hang in there just for a while. 

Khushi: I... I ... love... you... I I... made you're... wish... come true... back... to normal... like I said... your happiness day of your life... sorry... di. And she took her last breath in his arms smiling in Arnav arms what else would she want.

Arnav: Khushi!!!! Wake up... Khushi don't do this to me... I was angry... I didn't mean... it 

Payal: KHUSHI!!! She dropped on to her floor and Akash grabbed hold of her.

Arnav tapped her face; he wiped the blood of her face... 

Arnav: Khushi why did you do this... you know I can't live without you Khushi please please don't go... and leave me... I wished I never said that... Khushi... Khushi... Khushi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Payal: let go of her give me her let me wake her up she always does this... and this is fake all fake my sister can't leave me here alone... she wont... she knows I wouldn't be able to live her without her... I can't... I hate you... this is your entire fault... you killed my little baby sister... Khushi open your eyes come here.

Payal took Khushi into her arms and tried to wake her up but she wasn't responding she was a just an empty body not soul left. He had taken it.

There days went on like this... payal left the RM and never looked back at them, she left Aakash she didn't want anything to do with the family who killed her little sister.

Arnav became a living corpse, didn't speak to anyone, didn't nothing but look into the sky looking for his brightest star... his Khushi... and waited for his death but that wasn't coming any time soon as this was his punishment... living without his Khushi. 

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Lost One But Other Came Along

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I have OS for you it is a I don't know which one but I hope you will enjoy it thanks, oh and you know the name Amrit its for girls and boys right because I have a friend called Amrit and he is a boy and I also have girl friend who also name is Amrit

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Lost One But Other Came Along

She smiled at the baby in her arms while he giggled in to space it must just be because of her red scar on her face which might of made him laugh at it but she didn't care he was gorgeous like his mother. She softly kissed his soft and delicate head. This made him smile and yawn like a baby kitten.

He watched her from far he knew she wanted on for herself which was odd because she could just ask he won't have said no he would love to have on himself but right now it wasn't really working they thought it was just not there time, it's not like they have consummated their marriage and they haven't done it in some time it just seem to not happen and he knew she was worried

She got up and rocked him as she knew he was tired and so was she but she just didn't want to give him to his mother and in a few minute he fell asleep as a cute baby he is, she also didn't want to give him to his mother because she knew she would be tired and wanting rest but she then thought how would a mother rest without he child so she slowly carefully walked up the stair for two reasons 1 because she didn't want to drop Amrit 2 if she ran it would be bad as she was in her early stage.

He saw her got up made him go to sleep and made her way up the stairs slowly and carefully as she could and he also made him way and followed her he wanted to talk and be with her as the whole day he was busy with office work and what's not.

She knocked on the door softly before walking in to see her laying down on her bed sleeping while her husband stocked her hair making her feel safe. She smiled at him and he smiled back telling her she could put Amrit in his cot, which she then made her way to the white cute cot covered with blue and teddies, a blanket, mobile set right on top, small pillow. She nicely lied him down and tucked him in and made sure he was in a right position as she didn't want to do the same mistake as last time.

Gaurav: did he fall asleep quickly 

Khushi: yeah... how is she

Gaurav: still in pain

Khushi: I can understand... just keep rubbing her back and keep a warm hot water bottle with her

Gaurav: thanks for the advice... and thanks for looking after Amrit

Khushi: oh no problem I loved looking after him.

Gaurav: hum

Khushi made her way to the door when Gaurav stopped her "Khushi I am sorry for your lost..." he said "oh... it's... its ok... I bet... I see you later..." she said before rushing out of the room with tears in her eyes to then rush back into her room closing the door behind her which then made her realise what she just did... she just ran.

She touched her stomach and gripped onto her top letting her tear fall freely. 

She then felt him wrapping his arms around her waist resting his chin on her shoulder which made her alert and quickly wiped her tears. 

Arnav: Jaan why are you crying

Khushi: I... I am not... Arnav did you call her parents and told them they will be staying here for a while as she is not fit to travel.

Arnav: yeah I did not worry.

Khushi: ok...

Arnav: Khushi come on it was a mistake which happened a year ago... please forgets it and let's move on to the future forget about the past.

She turned around and hugged him tightly and sobbed into his shirt while he rubbed her back and hair trying to control her.

Khushi: how can I... what kind of mother am I Arnav... I kill...killed my own child... I 

Arnav: Khushi stop.

He broke the hug and cupped her face and wiped her tears and told her "Khushi I could of happened to any one... many babies die... Khushi and ours just happened to be one of them... Khushi I know it hurts and it going to be hard but if you are going to do this then we are not moving anywhere are we... Khushi I know many people's babies who die from cot death.

Khushi: it was my fault I didn't put her in right... she suffered and she couldn't breathe... I can't believe I did that to our baby...

Arnav: Jaan please 

Khushi stopped crying and looked into his eyes

Khushi: I don't want to make the same mistake again   

Arnav: you won't Khushi... don't worry when our baby one day will come you would be a great mom that you are.

Khushi: Arnav... it's not that far

Arnav: what?

Khushi: I am a week pregnant...

Arnav was shocked and happy: what omg really Khushi I am so happy... thank you so much... I am going to be a father again and you mom

Khushi: yeah...

Arnav: why are you upset Khushi

Khushi: what if...

Arnav: don't think like that and you won't Khushi I know you won't do that... omg Khushi your pregnant I am so excited... and now lavanya's baby will have a friend to play with

Khushi: yeah... true.

Arnav hugged him and kissed her forehead.

Khushi: I love you so much

Arnav: I love you too Jaan

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His Princesses

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Ok I have updated a lot of my ffs so I think I am doing good and I am writing OS which I enjoy doing because I don't need to continue them... he he... anyway I hope will like this one it is family one and I was smiling the whole way 
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His Princesses
She was sitting on the bed folding her clothing to put into her cupboard, she was tired and needed sleep, you could see it in her eyes that she was sleepy and she needed to rest but she couldn't she had things to do and she couldn't leave them, she was lucky that Anjali had took out their little princess out so she was alone because if she was here then she couldn't do anything.
He walked into the room and saw her sitting on the bed; he smiled and made his way to the washroom to get fresh...
Few minutes he came out all fresh he walked up to her and picked up the piles of clothing on the bed and placed them in to the cupboard where they should be and he walked back to her and sat beside her and touched her hands which was on the bed.
Khushi: how was work? 
Arnav: Alright, where is my little princess
Khushi: di took her out so I could rest
Arnav: but you didn't seem to be resting 
Khushi: I couldn't I didn't know what she was doing 
Arnav: shall I call di
Khushi: no it's fine
Khushi lend onto Arnav she rested her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes while Arnav played with her fingers.
Khushi: Arnav
Arnav: yeah
Khushi: I hope the next one won't be this work full Arnav she had so take after you
Arnav: Khushi were lucky to get some time alone to have a next's one 
Khushi: thanks to di and Jiji
Khushi turned and hugged him from the side and kissed him on the cheek, she closed her eyes up opened them when they heard her screaming through the front door and Anjali voice "princess please stop" Khushi eyes opened and sighed and got up and so did Arnav.
She was about to move to the door and help out Anjali when Arnav caught her from the waist and brought her to him, she smiled and asked them "what happened" 
Arnav: before you go can I have a kiss
Khushi: no!
Arnav: please you are wasting time 
Khushi: fine
Khushi moved her hands to his neck to pull him close Arnav touched her waist soft and carefully and moved to her lips but stopped when...
Anjali: Khushi you daughter is... Anjali burst into the room not even knocking she quickly turned away as she saw what position they were in she was embarrassed and wished she had knocked it wasn't the first time she had walked into the room while they were romancing.
Arnav let go of Khushi and she moved away, she wasn't  shy at all as Anjali saw them kiss before and she had walked into the room uncountable time while doing stuff which when the door should be locked.
Arnav: what happened di
Anjali: am chote Arshi is running around the house and I can't stop her she is saying she want papa
Arnav: ok di where coming 
Anjali: alright
Anjali left them and tried to get hold of Smriti as she was running so fast and she was scared if she got hurt.
Khushi: come 
Arnav: no quick kiss please
Khushi: Arnav 
Arnav: you are wasting time
Khushi: fine
Khushi lent in to Arnav but then Smriti run through the door crying
Khushi looked at her 4 years old daughter she was crying, Khushi then saw the cut on her leg, blood pouring down her leg you could see it glass in the scab, Khushi rushed to her and so did Arnav, she picked her up and sat her down on the bed. Khushi felt like crying seeing her cry like that.
Khushi: riti what happened how did this happened, does it hurt
Arnav: Khushi go fast and get the first Aid,
Khushi got up and rushed to the draw to get the box and she ran back to Arnav
Arnav: princess is it hurting
Smriti: papa it hurts... (She is crying)
Arnav: princess look at me 
Khushi: darling how did this happen
Smriti: I was running and hit my leg on the vase and it fell and I fell to onto it and cut my leg and now it's bleeding mama make it stop 
Arnav: princess look at me...
Arnav laid her down and put up her leg, her head was on Arnav's lap he was holding her hand, Arnav signalled Khushi to clean and dress the wound as he distracted her.
Khushi opened the box and took out the ointment and wool and cleaned out her wound carefully... while Arnav talked and tingled her
Arnav: you know what your mama calls me 
Smriti: laad governor 
Arnav smiled and tucked her hair behind her ear
Arnav: what's this?
Smriti: Anjali bua brought it for me when we went to the park
Arnav: oh really
Smriti: yeah papa you want to wear it
Arnav: oh wow can I?
Smriti: here you ok
Smriti took her bracelet off and slid it onto Arnav arm and giggled 
Smriti: papa now you look like a princess
Arnav: yay 
Arnav kissed her cheeks and she giggled and kissed him back.
Khushi was admiring them while cleaning the wound, she loved Arnav and Smriti and their relationship.
Khushi: all done my princess
Smriti: it's done
Khushi: yep
Smriti: but mama it didn't hurt
Khushi: because I wouldn't let anything hurt my princess
Smriti: mommy magic
Khushi: yeah
Smriti got up she hugged Arnav and kissed his cheek then rushed to Khushi and hugged her and then kissed her cheek and then hugged her hands she tried to put her same little hand arm Khushi big baby bump.
Smriti: mommy when will my friend come
Arnav: soon princess
Smriti: really 
Khushi: yeah princess
Smriti: oh let me go and tell Anjali bua 
Khushi: no riti come go sleep it's late
Arnav: picked her up and laid her down and tapped her to sleep while Khushi told her a bed time story.

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You Know What I Want...?

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You Know What I Want...?

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Khushi was standing near the pool door looking at the pool glittering shining by the moonlight, she smiled while a tear dropped from her eye and that when she felt him enter she quickly wiped it away before he could see but she couldn't help it if she closed them they would fall and if she opened they will water up again.
He walked in and saw her standing admiring the pool; she was wearing light pink anarkail and as always jewellery just her earrings and mangalsutra and make up just light, eye liner, light pink lip gloss, just the way he liked her simple.
He smiled and sat on the bed and took of his shoes and socks, he got up and took off his coat and tie and moved towards the washroom to get fresh...
Few minutes later he came out with his face wet, in his night clothing and towel around his neck, he looked at the room his clothing were back in the cupboard and she was near the bed putting his file and laptop on the table, he walked up to her and wrapped his arms around her making her jump but then relaxed, he rested his chin on her shoulder and took in her scent and kissed her neck and he saw her smile but it dropped few seconds later.
She touched his hand which was rested on her stomach, she felt him smelling her hair she tried to control her tears but they betrayed her and fell onto his hand... making her a bit scared and him a bit worried.
Arnav: Jaan are you ok? Still hugging her from behind but more tighter
Khushi: yeah am fine 
Arnav: then why are you making my hand wet?
Khushi: because?
Arnav: Khushi is this because of what happen this morning?
Khushi: maybe 
Arnav: Khushi seriously... fine what do I have to do to make it up to you?
Khushi: you know what I want 
Arnav: do I
Khushi: yes... you do now complete it 
Arnav: I love you happy 
Khushi: Arnav... couldn't you say that in the morning instead of talking to your girlfriends huh
Arnav: girlfriend Khushi really 
Khushi: what is so special about her that I don't have what is she prettier than me huh?
Arnav: He is beautiful
Khushi: Arnav
Arnav: Khushi it was Aman 
Khushi: oh but still
She turned around and hugged him tight and kissing his neck...
Khushi: I still can't share you with him
Arnav: Khushi...
Khushi: stop ruining the moment...
He hugged his crazy wife, she would cry for anything, and today was this, before he left his morning for work he was running late and as always before he would say the three words to her and this morning he had just said I... and got a phone call from Aman saying he is late and they needed him and without completing it he rushed off to work.
Arnav: why were you crying for something so silly?
Khushi: because you always say I love you to me and you didn't this morning so I thought you didn't love me and it hurt because...
Arnav: because
Khushi: I love you
Arnav: Khushi I don't need to tell you how much I love you...
Khushi saw his naughty smile and it was her time to run, she was about to run but he caught her and spanned her around her back facing him, mouth nexts to her ear...
Khushi: let me go
Arnav: I don't need to tell you how much I love you as I can show you Jaan...
Khushi: I think di is calling me Arnav
Arnav: di is out with jiju
Khushi: oh Jiji... Jiji needed me ... she said hoping it would work
Arnav: Khushi she is in Mumbai with Akash
Khushi: mami and Nani 
Arnav: out with your bua 
Khushi: Nk she said a bit hopeless
Arnav: Khushi he is with lavanya in Australia 
Khushi: Hari Prakash she said feeling a bit stupider as he was gone as they gave him a holiday...
Arnav: Khushi no... Give up were all alone just me and you 
Khushi: what do you want?
Arnav: you know what I want Khushi
Khushi: do I 
Arnav: yeah you do 
Khushi: and that is...
Arnav turned her around and cupped her face moving closer to her 
Khushi: no 
Arnav: yes
Khushi just closed her eyes and moved to kiss him and their lips meet and they kissed passionately for a long time, he smiled in the kiss as she was responding.
Khushi arms moved to his neck to pull him closer and to have more in the kiss, she pulled apart and kissed his neck breathing hard, he pulled open her hair to let it fall onto her shoulders as he loved it, he pulled her to him even more close if it was possible and moved his hand to her back to open her dori which he did in a second making her gasp but she hugged him.
She helped him to take off her dress making her now half naked but still with her bottoms and innerwear's, she moved her hands to his top, her hands went under it to feel his well toned body which, she giggled as he was tingling her with his soft cold fingers on her back.
She moved to his lips and pecked them and hid her face in his chest... her hands still under his top.
He took of his top and threw it somewhere in his room along with the towel, he pulling her even more closer if it was even possible... he kissed her neck, biting it making it red then smoothing it out by licking it while she moaned and played with his hair making messier but it was already messed up and her hands were now wet as his hair was wet.
He moved down her neck to her shoulder and kissed soft wet kisses down she shoulder down her arm, he slip down her bra stripe but then move back to her neck and moved his hands to her back to unhook her bra...
She stood there hugging him with her eyes closed a bit shaking just waiting for him to unhook her bra but he surprise her by picking her up and moving towards the bed...
He laid her down in the middle of the bed, her hair all out hands on his neck, his knee on the bed, he then moved on top of her one knee on each side of her thighs, his hands on her bottoms ready to pull them off which he did and pushed them away, he moved towards her face and kissed her eyes, cheeks softly, he wanted to show how much he loved her.
Her hands were on his back moving down his spine...
He kissed everywhere around her face but just not her lips just around teasing her making want him which worked she getting a bit irritated, she pushed him and made her way on top of him and kissed his chest, she got up and sat on his stomach and moved down to take off his trousers which she did and threw away from them made her way back up to his face and kissed his cheek.
She was breathless and so was he...
He held her arms and pushed her to make him on top of her, he moved his hand to her back and quickly unhooked her bra and pushed it away, he touched her face and pecked her lips then he moved to her breast and kissed them softly.
He grabbed both her breasts in his hands, and began to massage them. He then replaced his hands with his mouth. He placed a wet kiss on her right mound, as his hand pressed her left. She moaned in pleasure kissed her breasts.

he could see she was having a hard time to breath and what effect he had on her, he kissed them again and moved his hands to the last piece on her and pulled it off her and went up to kiss her lips passionately, wildly, beautifully, full with love and so she did the same, hands on her neck.
He pulled apart for some air both needed it both pounding, he moved to her air and whispered breathlessly "do you know what I wanted" she closed her eyes and nodded in negative, he smiled and answered "you"
She smiled and kissed his nose; he moved back to her ear and asked "Khushi..." 
"Hum" 
"Do I have to permission to make love with you?" 
His sexy husky whisper sent tingles down her spin, she pulled his into a kiss, she sucked his bottom lip making it bleed but then she smoothed out the pain and whispered in his ear... "I am your wife you have all rights on me Arnav"
He kissed her forehead and pulled off his boxers and entered her in the next minute, she gripped onto him making marks on his back, and she moaned... they rocked their hips together while they kissed passionately.
The night went along with moans, kisses...
He pulled away and rested his head the pillow and closed his eye while Khushi was blushing and turned the cuddle him...
They hugged each other in their sleep, she dig into his chest and kissed it and hugged him more tightly while he kissed her hair and fell asleep with her in his arms...
"I love you Arnav"
"I love you too Khushi"
They both said in their sleep...

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I Love You

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I Love You... 

She saw him walking away from her this was it, she has made that mistake and now she had to take the punishment but didn't anyone think about those times when he had made those mistake of not trusting her and now today she had made that mistake she has been called the unfaithful one in the relationship? How was it ok for him and she had forgave him but when it came to her she was just completely wrong, she shouldn't get another chance for forgiveness.

She continued to walk on those silent, deserted roads as the sky was pouring down thunder and rain, she didn't know where she was going, where her destination was?! Or what she will do without him! Why didn't she believe him, in his love? Why didn't she just ask him instead of jumping to conclusions!! How would she live knowing what she had done to both of them? 

...

He walked into his room with full on rage, he pulled of his tie off and threw it on the bed along with his waist coat and sat down on the bed hiding his face in his palms! His eyes were red as the sign of anger which was all over his face!!!! All he could think of was how much she had accused him and embarrassed him in front of everyone he knew! The way she had slapped him making everyone in the room gasp with horror? 

Slap!!!!

What do you think this is Arnav? I am not a game that you can play around with!!! Why didn't you tell me, what is this a joke?!! 

He got up and threw all the things he could find on to the floor smashing them in pieces or just making them fall onto the ground! He grabbed the frame which was sitting on the night stand and he was about to throw it on to the hard floor when he stopped himself realising it was it really was to him... to them?! 

...

Car beeped telling her to move out of the way, but she didn't move but the car just moved out of the way screaming at her to get out of the way?! But she didn't hear them she was busy lost in her own thoughts, no car horn beeps came to her mind just the screaming voice of her dear one, the one she loved the most but she was the stupid one to call him unfaithful one, the liar!!!

Have you gone mad!! Why would you say something like that and that to on our anniversary, were there are so many people!!! Why didn't you come to ask me before you come to accuse me for being unfaithful? 

She wanted to cry but the tears weren't coming, the warm tears were gone, she made the mistake and she couldn't say anything because she was wrong!! She had nothing to say that will defend her because she was the stupid one that didn't trust him when she was the one who said trust is the most important thing in love!!!!!! 

She walked but stopped when she saw a bright white light, making her close a bit of her eyes, putting her hand out to block the light, she finally heard that car horn ringing in her head; she didn't know how to react...

The noise of the car made her go crazy; the light was too bright to her eyes to adjust! 
Beep Beep Beep Beep!!!
And BUSH!!! 

AHHH!

... 

He stopped and looked at the frame in his hand it was the one biggest happiness to his life, the one thing he was waiting from that day he had asked her for it...

I want a mini you...?

He stroked the frame, and let his tears roll down his face from his eyes that shown pain and love! He took the frame and sat down on the recliner and run his fingers down the picture... his sonograpy of his unborn baby... that was right now growing in the womb of his wife, the one he really loves, the one who had accused him!! 

I love you damit 

He then remembered the times when he had accused her, gave her pain and only pain when all she did was love him more than anything! The times when he had man handled her or when she ever had does big tears in his eye because of him. The time when he had just broke her into pieces!!!

I am pregnant...

He put the frame back where it was suppose to be and rushed down to where his family rushed to him and asked where he was going? But he just ignored them because he just wanted her In front of his eyes safe because no matter what happened, even she had misunderstood him accused him because he loves her and his baby, just one mistake she had done he won't leave her because god knows how many times he had made a mistake and she had forgave him within a blink of a eye... so he was out of that door to find his happiness!! But he stopped as he had got a phone call from an unknown number?  He answered it with a scared worried feeling in the pit of his stomach. 

Arnav: hello?
Doctor: Arnav? 
Arnav: doctor Seema 
Seema: Arnav come to the hospital right now!!? Khushi is in the ICU, she had a car accident 
Arnav eye flew wide open, his hand gripped the phone, his body was shaking and his eyes were poring with tears, his heart cried in pain...

... 

...

...

He stood there along with the rest of the family crying, somewhere just standing there in shock and some were crying on eachothots shoulders, Arnav was standing near the door with his arms crossed and eyes red with tears down his cheeks... he turned around and looked through the window were he could see Khushi on the bed with doctors and nursed around her he saw blood, and the machine line which is mean for her heart beat going all wrong?! He saw the doctors panicking. 

His heart was screaming at him for shouting at Khushi like that, being an idiot to her.

He saw the doctor taking of the mask on her mouth/nose and looking down and walked out of the room and faced Arnav.

Arnav: doctor? Khushi and the baby
Doctor: I am sorry Arnav I couldn't save the baby Khushi had lost so much blood and Khushi... she hasn't stop bleeding and we can't stop it, she is internally bleeding and I don't think we can save her she hasn't got much time we are trying our best but we have put her on oxygen. 

Arnav didn't blink: what? No, don't lie Khushi won't leave me
Doctor: Arnav please, I advise you to go in 

Arnav pushed pass Seema and rushed into the room where he saw Khushi breathing heavily 

Arnav: Khushi...
Khushi eyes were opened but she was in pain, she was bleeding from her head and her breathing was hard for her?
Khushi she was trying to speck but Arnav just went to her and held her hand

Arnav: Khushi don't leave me, I am sorry I know it was just your mistake and I forgive you Khushi just fight for me for us, Khushi please I love you
Khushi: Ar...Nav I am sorry 
Arnav: Khushi don't please
Khushi: I I love you Arnav so much
Arnav kissed her hands and then her eyes and then looked at her.

She was pale and this time her eyes were shut she had stopped the heavy breathing and it looked like she was in peace being in his hands

Khushi: I love you Arnav... forgive me...

Arnav: Khushi? Khushi? 
But before he could call and shout for the doctor he knew she was gone...

Arnav: don't leave me Khushi!? 

He picked her soulless body and hugged it
Trying to keep the last time with her making they last...
Arnav: Khushi?! I love you  


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Naughty Parents

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He walked into his room tired and jet lagged as he just returned early from his London trip for some business meeting for AR. He was annoyed as when he walked in he was greeting by nothing just emptiness and then he saw HP who told him that the family was gone out to attend a wedding in Mumbai and will be returning home on Tuesday.
He realised giving his beautiful wife a surprise won't work now as he was going to return on Monday and she would be coming home on Tuesday, he was disappointed and now just wanted to go to her but it seemed like he had to wait he missed them so much.
He sadly walked up the stairs to his room to rest but it will just remind him of her while climbing the stairs he loosed his tie and unbutton his waist coat and took it off.
He opened his room and was shocked on what he saw. She was laying there sleeping while hugging Ariyan, he was jealous he wanted to be in his space as she was gripping onto him making sure he won't fall of the bed, while softly kissing him on his cute head... his soft brown beautiful hair. He was him sniffing her digging into her hug and let out a whinnying in his sleep.
He smiled and walked up to the bed, made himself lay down next to her slipping his hand to her waist and cuddled her and kissed her ear.
She would recognise him a mile away as soon as he walked in the room she felt him there standing there looking at her with his hot beautiful brown eyes. She smiled when she felt his touch, his touched which she missed for all those days, she moved her and to his hand which was on her waist and entangled her fingers with his while her other hand was on her beautiful 9 month old son Ariyan.
Khushi: Arnav... Arnav! She was about to turn around to see him as she wanted to see him so much but was stopped by Arnav as he didn't want her to disturb Ariyan in his sleep.
Arnav: yes Jaan
Khushi: you... back so early... why you didn't call us we would have picked you up
Arnav: now that won't be a surprise but it seemed like no one's home
Khushi: yeah they went to a wedding
Arnav: and you didn't go
Khushi: well... they were going to come back on Tuesday... and you were coming on Monday and Arnav I missed you so much I just couldn't wait and either could Ariyan we both missed you so much
Arnav: so did I... what time did Ariyan go sleep
Khushi: oh well... I don't know... I was playing around with him and then I feed him milk then I think he dozed off and so did I.
Arnav: give me him
She slowing picked him up in her arms and gave him to Arnav which then Arnav kissed his cheeks and forehead so then whisper to him I love you and hummed to him so he could go into a deeper sleep as he was a bad sleeper just as his mother he could just stay in on stop he had to move he then nicely put him down in his cot and covered him with his blanket. 
She admired him from far as she saw him with their baby if someone had told her some years back that Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada would be the father of her child she would have slapped them never in her life she had thought that she would be marrying and to fall in love with her sister's brother in law.
Arnav: what are you looking at Khushi?
Khushi: nothing
Arnav walked up to her and back into bed pulling her to him making her bump into his chest, he started kissing her neck all the way down. She tried to stop him but he wasn't listening he missed her too much and hadn't touched her in a week. She gave up after some minutes as she also got lost in his kisses. "I missed you so much" he said while kissing her cheeks... "I missed you too" she said while pulling him closer to her.
Arnav kissed her neck and started to bite it then soothing it out with his tongue as it turned red while doing all this Khushi was moaning his name digging her nails into her back.
Arnav pulled her closer, while she gripped on to him moving her hands to his neck and hair messing it all up by running her hands freely.
He slid down her strip of her nigh gown making her shoulder and half of her breast visible. He then kissed her shoulder making his way down while pushing her back to lie down.
She moved her hands to his shirt buttons and opened them and kissed his neck and chest while opening them. She pulled it off and pushed it aside along with his vest and made her hands run all over his naked chest, feeling his well toned body.
He pushed her even more down as she got up to open his shirt and he started to kiss her wildly all over her face and pulling down her night gown and also pushed it away making her half naked as she was still wearing her innerwear.
She pushed him toward her lips but he just kissed, licked and bite around her mouth making her want him more. She knew what he was doing he was teasing her.
Khushi: stop doing that
Arnav: what
Khushi: shut up and come here.
Khushi pulled him making him push his lips against hers and she kissed him and he smiled while she was kissing her and responded to the kiss to both shares a passionate, wild, hungry, beautiful kiss made with pure love. They let their tongue meet.
She pushed him so that now she was on top of him to kiss him all over his face and neck and chest. Leading her down kissing him everywhere on his chest. She removed another piece from his body and threw it on the floor.
He pushed her around to make him on top of her he took in her scent which was driving him crazy and that was what he missed her smell.
He touched her red lacy bra made his way around her to unhook it... she felt his cold hand down her back and she shivered she clutched onto him making her nails dig in him making him moan. He unhooked it and pulled it away ad cupped him her breast and kissed it making it red while she again moan his name he did the same to the other making her moan even more in pleasure.
She couldn't take it she wanted more of him she moved her hands down the take of the last clothing of him but he stopped her and pushed her arm above her and kissed her ear and whispered to her "not just yet" he said still kissing her neck. "Arnav please" she said as she couldn't wait no more. "Huummm" he made his hands down her stomach and kissed her the way down.
But... both stopped when they heard Ariyan crying as he woke up. They both sighed and Arnav got back up and grabbed her bra which was on the floor and passed it to her and made his way to Ariyan who was in his cot crying. He picked him up and tapped him and put his dummy in his mouth as that was one of the ways to make him sleep again.
Khushi sat back up and put on her clothing and his shirt she then fixed her hair which was all messed up as what just happened few seconds back and she blushed as she saw marks on Arnav chest as he wasn't wearing anything but his boxers.
She got up and made her way to Arnav who had just put Ariyan back to his sleep... she kissed his nose and he smiled in his sleep.
Arnav: looks like you moaning woke him up
Khushi blushed and Arnav kissed her cheek.
Khushi: Arnav what were you doing in front of our baby... you can't teach him this at his age.
Arnav: I was just giving him a brother or a sister but it seems like he doesn't want that.
Khushi smiled and took Ariyan of him and kissed him again.
Arnav: may I have one please
Khushi: I think you had enough.
She slowly put him back into his cot and tapped him and both gave him a kiss on his forehead.
Khushi looked at Arnav who was staring at them.
Arnav: Khushi I am so lucky to get you and Ariyan
Khushi: I know
Arnav smiled and hugged her and she hugged him back and made their way back into their bed cuddling each other and falling into a deep sleep. To tell be woke up by Ariyans cry.
Arnav: he is hungry
Khushi: I am going.
Arnav: love you
Khushi: love you too.

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