His Biggest Mistake

Flashback:   

Khushi was sitting down on her bed… hugging her knees crying her eyes out… she didn’t understand anything… and nor she wanted to see anyone but him… she wanted to talk and know what he was thinking, he didn't even tell her the reason! He just broke everything with her… along with her heart. 

She hugged his picture and cried “I love you Arnav… why did you do this to me… you are my first and last love… why did you break our love, my heart, everything we had. 

She looked at her apartment door as she heard a knock… she looked up, wiped her tears and put Arnav’s picture aside and went close to the door and opened it… she smiled brightly when she saw who it was… he pushed pass her and walked in… she was confused but all she could think was that he was here… with her she closed the door and turned to him.

Arnav rushed to her and hugged her tight… Khushi smiled and hugged him back thinking he had come back, to her and everything will be back to normal she cried in the hug… but later on he pushed her off him leaving her very confused and she realized he was drunk.

Khushi: Arnav… I 

Arnav: why Khushi? Why did you have to do this to me…? I love you so much don’t you understand?

Khushi: Arnav… I love you… I don’t understand what you are trying to say

Arnav grabbed her arm and held it tightly… “Arnav ahhh you’re hurting me… let go”

Arnav: good Khushi… you deserve pain… 

Khushi: Arnav? 

Arnav pushed her to the wall behind them… “You wouldn’t even let me touch in that way… but you let other guys do… how dare you Khushi!!! When we are engaged you slept with over guys!

Khushi: WHAT!!! Arnav I never… I only love you… how can I do something that cheap”.

Arnav: don’t lie to me Khushi… I will make your life hell Khushi! 

Khushi: ar….

Before she could continue he smashed his lips onto Khushis… he wildly kissed her, while she was trying to push him off her… but he didn’t… he continued… force kissing her… he bit her lips and she cried in pain… he run his hands all over waist and pulled her close… she screamed… and bit his tongue… he pushed apart and hissed in pain as she made a run for it towards the door… but he was too fast he grabbed her from her waist… and started kissing her neck… “Khushi I love you…” Khushi closed her eyes and let her tears fall… she tried getting out of his grip but he wasn’t letting her he held her tight enough to leave marks on her body… “Arnav please don’t… ouch ahhh Arnav you’re hurting me”

He bit, sucked, licked and kissed her neck madly leaving red marks… deep love bites all over her neck and shoulders… he pulled down her vest top strap… he then tore the vest top off her body… he went mad all over her… not listening to her cries and nor her pleads. He turned her around and kissed her stomach… he pushed her onto her bed… she shouted for help… when he went on top of her…. She punched his chest, trying to get him off her… but all she got was deep scratches and forced again kisses and her bra ripped off… “Ahhh Arnav… you don’t know what you are doing… stop… please” he kissed her breast harshly, he bit them letting blood oozed out… but he didn’t care he continued… “You didn’t mind, when those sick guys did this to you Khushi”…. “Arnav STOP” he took off his top throwing it on the floor… Khushi scared as hell… she couldn’t believe this was her Arnav… who loved her so much, who hated to see her in pain, he was giving her the pain this time… he didn’t care how much she cried, begged he wanted to give her pain. 

Arnav pulled off the last piece of clothing on Khushi and along with himself… Khushi wanted to cover herself but Arnav held her hands and kissed her neck, lips… giving her bruises all over her body… the fresh hot tears brunt her bruises on her face… she couldn’t take the pain, she just wished someone would come and help her from the beast she use to love… she pulled her hands out of his grip and pushed him hard off her… she didn’t know she had that power in her… she rushed towards the door but again he grabbed her wrist and span her towards him twisting her arm and she screamed in pain… but with her free hand she grabbed the glass water bottle and smashed it on the wall and hit Arnav’s arm with it making him let go and moan in pain… she thought she was free and finally safe but she was wrong… very wrong Arnav stormed at Khushi, he tried taking the bottle out of Khushis hands and while doing that he cut her arm… when she left go he picked her up and threw he onto the bed again … he kissed her leg and went up to her neck… biting her hard… when he was ready he didn’t even thing of Khushi he pulled of his boxers… “Arnav please… please don’t I beg you please don’t do this… I really do love you… I never loved anyone as I loved you please Arnav!!!!!!!!!!!” he entered her in a quick second…

Khushi: AHHHHHHHHHHH she screamed but he still didn’t stop

He kissed her neck again… Khushi still crying in pain but he wasn’t even understanding the situation he was putting himself in. 

He let go of her arms and went to hold her thighs to widen them more and thrusted in her again and again making her screams louder if that was possible… Khushi regretted living in the far end apartment… otherwise someone would had heard her by now… she grabbed his shoulders and tried again pushing him off but it went in vain.

He sucked her breast until they went red again… he was out of control… he didn’t stop he continued entering her… letting blood come out. 

After some while he run out of energy and dropped into her… she was shaking… no more tears she could cry any more… still shaking she pushed him off her and made him sleep on the bed… she sat on the other side… and hugged her knees and cried… she was sobbing. She looked up and touched her arm which was scratched and blood all over her breast… she looked at Arnav who was sleeping… she looked away as it was too disturbing… she covered him with the blanket… she didn’t know why she didn’t want him to be cold… even though he had raped her… she still loved him… she dropped onto the floor clutching her lower part of her stomach, screaming in pain… she saw the pool of blood on the bed and let out a cry… “why Arnav?” she took her clothing and covered herself even thought she had not energy in her… she limped to the bed and sat down… and she tried to put his clothing back on him… when she was done she dropped onto the floor… but she didn’t give up she grabbed her house phone… 

Khushi: he…ell...oo…sob…

Jay: Khushi? 

Khushi: jjjaa…yy c…aa..nn. y..oou… come… he..rree…sob…

Jay: Khushi what happened? Khushi are you crying? Khushi forget him Khushi you don’t need him!

Khushi: jay pllleeeaaaseee….sob… come….sob….

Jay: Khushi? I am coming 

Khushi put down the phone and cried into her palms… soon later there was a knock on the door she slowly crawled towards the door, moaning in pain she opened the door and let jay and Lavanya in….

Jay&Lavanya: Khushi?!

Lavanya helped Khushi up and saw her face… it had blood, cuts, love bites all over her face and neck, her hair was messed up and her clothing was not right… she had marks on her arm… jay looked around and saw what he didn’t want too… Lavanya closed her eyes and hugged Khushi tight “Khushi… oh Khushi why” Lavanya cried with her while jay looked away in pain in anger… 

Jay: I am going to kill him! 

Jay was about to go to Arnav when Khushi had stopped him… “No… I don’t want anything else but to drop him home… take him… GET HIM OUT OFF HERE!!! I don’t want to see him! Please jays please do this for me!!!!!!! 

Khushi sat Khushi down on her coach and gave her water

Lavanya: I am calling the police

Khushi: no… what are they going to do… Khushi had no emotions on her face… it was just blank… they can’t unrape me can they? They can’t give me my life back… they can’t give those imagines out of my mind!!! He RAPED ME LAVANYA!! She grabbed onto her top and cried. 

Jay dropped Arnav to his house… he didn’t want he felt to drop him onto the streets but Khushi had told him to… he knocked on the door… and his sister Anjali opened it and was scared and worried but jay didn’t give a shit… he passed Arnav to her and just walked off into his car…

End of flashback 

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TURST LOVE OR LUST

TURST LOVE OR LUST

Khushi POV:

I was standing there all alone he left me how could he I thought he loved me but really there was nothing I thought he really cared but really there was nothing I thought he wanted me but really there was nothing nothing at all. I wanted to believe he never left me he will be back I trusted our love wait there wasn't any our love there was just only my loves from him he just used me for his own personal use I was like a toy to him you can play with it when you wanted to then when you got bored of it you would throw it away without thinking about it. But when he touched me he made me feel like nothing in the world will make me happy but him nothing at all I just want him and only him but there was no trust and if there was no trust there was no love and if that wasn't love it must be lust he played me like a violin and now I am broken but I will go on with the memories even if they were fake to me they will always be true and I would need to forget him but I can't. I should hate him but I can't because I love him and I always do because my love was true not fake not like his. My love was true and on my heart it written his name my ARNAV

Arnav POV:

I left her standing there all alone I don't know why I couldn't take it no more her love was too much her trust was too much her care was too much I never wanted to leave but there was no choice. I wanted to believe in our love but I couldn't there were too much lies I thought she was in the wrong but really I was really she was innocent she was the victim of his games and my love. I really do love her so much more than anything in this world when I was with her she made me feel so happy and special like she only wanted me and only me but there was so much misunderstandings. I love her and I will always do till my last breath and I will do to anything to make her happy and to let her free and let her live her life and I will go on with her beautiful memories I will never forget her and I will never forgive the pain I put her in but it was all a misunderstanding that was created between us and I will always love her because my love was real not fake and on my heart it write her name my KHUSHI

BOTH: and if i believe in my love then i know that one day we will meet again and we will love again and be together again but that only if s/he is happy with it beacues my happyness is in his/her happyness cuz i love you and ownly you with all my heart cuz my heart is with you

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First And Last Kiss

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I had an idea and just wrote it down, I hopes you like it, it is going to be my third OS loool anyway I hope you like it.
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First And Last Kiss
She was in the room packing her bags she has enough she couldn't take it no more the pain was so much for her to handle, he man she loves he doesn't trust her, she got her clothing and put them in her bag, she went to the table and got her sindoor box and kissed it and put it back down, she took her bangles, clips, bindi. She put them in the bag she got everything of hers and put them in there. She went up to the night table and picked up the picture, she looked at it and smiled and kissed it, she put it careful in the bag and zipped it up.

She sat down for a while and remembered the times, the times with him since day one, dropping in his arms, looking into his eyes, when he saved her when she was trapped in the guest house, from the car, when he nearly kissed her and then broke her heart and tear dropped onto her hand. She got up and moved to the poolside door and placed her hand on it. Flashbacks of the times there rushed in her head. The time when he was about to fall in the pool and she saved him but to him it was the over way around, when she had something in her eye, when she slapped him, when she splashed hot water on his chest and the others.

She wiped her tears and went back to the bed was about to pick up her bag but he walked in giving her a breeze.

He walked into the room hoping to find her, tell her how sorry he was for not believing her, he felt like he his world would end if she didn't be with him.
He opened the door and found her standing there in a black saree, even it was colourless she looked beautiful, he loves her but just didn't trust her, he walked up to her and he noticed the bag next to her.

She felt the tension in the room, she wanted to just run and never stop, she was ready for him to shout, all she ever wanted was someone who will love her and treat her as a princess but she got her love but just not his trust, she got her prince just not her charming, she looked at him with all her love and also her pain, when she looked at his eye they were something new.

Arnav: Khushi where are you going? Are you going to buaji's house?    
Khushi: no, even far.
Arnav: Khushi what are you saying
Khushi: I am saying I can't stay her no more, I don't want this, I can't take it.
Arnav: Khushi when are going to come back.
Khushi: I am not coming back.
Arnav: why
Khushi: because you can't live in the same room as the person who tried to ruin your di life and I can't live with the person who doesn't trust me.  It hurt Arnavji I can't take it, it brake me, my heart is just like a pieces of glass, it broken and you can't fixes it the way it was before so why pretend it is, do you know how it feels to be in the same room as someone who you loved and that to he never trusted you it kills.

Arnav stood there, she loves him but all he gave her was pain and the saddest of all she said LOVED not loves, a tear dropped to his cheeks.

Arnav: Khushi you love me?
Khushi: not anymore. Those words were hard to say, it was hard to lie, she can't just forget up when he was her first and only love.
Arnav felt a knife stab through his heart, he wanted to grab her and remind her of the love but he couldn't
Khushi: how can I love someone who doesn't even trust me, Arnavji I can forget about the times you hurt me physically or mentally because trust is more important and plus it hurts more.
Arnav: Khushi please, I am sorry I never meant to do this; I should have trusted you cupping her face.
Khushi take his hands of her face: but you didn't you trust him over me, Arnavji you first only listen to one side of the story and then you trusted him and then when you listen to the other side of the story you didn't even trust me, you accepted it as a lie and made up story, but would you do if someone done that to you.
Arnav: Khushi I am so sorry, I wished I believed you. Arnav had tears in his eyes.
Khushi smiled in pain and wiped his tears: there no need to cry now, how much you will ask for forgiveness it won't work because like someone said "trust is like paper if you crumble it, it won't become straight again.

She turned around and picked up her bag and made her way to the door.

Arnav felt like his life was being snatched away from him, he just want to tell her how much she meant to him but she knew it wouldn't work now as he hurt her too much.

Khushi stopped and put her bag down and turned back to Arnav, she walked up to him making Arnav feel there was maybe still hope.
Khushi: before I go Arnavji could I just have something, just one thing.
Arnav cupped her face: Khushi you can have everything please just don't go.
Khushi: I just want one thing.
Khushi lend close to him and planted her lips on his.
She kissed him with full passion, love and her trust, she felt him responding to the kiss.
His hand moved to her waist pulling her closer to him, he kissed her with the same force of love. He wanted to show his love to her.
The kiss was a passionate one, and long and love full one with little hope.
She broke the kiss and resting her head on his chest and whispered.
Khushi: how much my brain tells me I loved you my heart tell me I still do, how much I will try to forget you I won't be able to, how much I will try to hate you I won't be able to because my love for you is much more. I will always love you for eternity and all. I love you.
Khushi set back not looking at him and left to room with her bag.

Arnav stood there in pain, he crushed down onto his knees with the one thing she left him, he clutched onto it and places it to his heart.
Arnav: Khushi I love you too. He said with tears in his eyes.

 The one thing he had of hers was her Mangalsutra...

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Khushi into KKG

Khushi into KKG

Hey people it me Zaynah and I am with a small bit of Arnav and Khushi and how Khushi is broken down with Arnav's words


She walked on the empty roads. She wanted to cry but couldn't because there weren't any left for her to cry out he had broken her into pieces of broken glass. She felt like the world had just collapse into her hands. Like there nothing left for her to live for. Not knowing where she going or where is she all was she thinking about the words that pinched her heart "how can Arnav say that to me". She fell on to her knees and started to cry like never before she will never forgive him of what he said.

FLASHBACK
Khushi walks into the kitchen to get some hot water for here tea. Then she felt and hard and heavy hand on her shoulder thinking it was Arnav she turned around see the fat ugly shit face Shayam she pushed him and said "don't you dare touch me" Arnav hears Shayam say:
Shayam: I love you khushji  Arnav not knowing what happening in there his hand wanted to hit something but did what them to hear him because he wanted to see what she will say. Khushi grabbed her hot water behind her and splashed it all over Shayam. Shayam let out a shout Khushi went near him and said "and I love Arnav Shayamji no Shayam Jiju" And walked off with a smile on her face walking out of the kitchen walking pass Arnav without even seeing him.
Arnav didn't hear Khushi all he heard was Shayam he felt disgusted of what may have happened in there. "How could she do that even she married to me and knowing he married and Di pregnant" image blow his mind up how dare she walk pass me smiling  and she did not even look at me. Arnav ran up to his room waiting for Khushi to come up.

Shayam walked out of the kitchen now

Khushi entered her room with a big smile on her face.
Arnav: what making you smile Khushi?
Khushi: what I can't even smile now?
Arnav: how could you? You make me sick to even think about how dare you even think about it when Di was in the other room not you have no shame.
Khushi: Arnav what are you talking about is everything ok what happened? 
Arnav: don't act all innocent you know what I am talking about
Khushi: really Arnav I don't know what you're talking about
Arnav: oh please at least don't act in front of me you disgust me
Khushi: I don't understand.
Arnav grabbed her arm so hard and pushed her into the against the wall
Arnav: you don't know really (sarcastically) let me remind you
Khushi: let go off me your hurting me
Arnav: good you deserve this pain
Khushi had a confused look
Arnav tell Khushi what happen in the kitchen what what he thought that happened remember now Khushi
Khushi: what rubbish are you talking about me and that sycophant? Are you gone mad do you know what your even saying have you gone nuts how many time to I need to tell you that I don't love him I don't love him. That not what even happened Khushi told him that she throw water on him and the rest of the event
She fells on the floor crying her eye's out
Arnav: oh please your tears no fake tears don't work on me Khushi Kumari Gupta.
She stood up and said fake tears fake tear how dare you call my tears fake.
Arnav: I can do what I want to do Khushi


Khushi: no you can't Arnav you need to know that...
Arnav: please don't change the subject and answer me how could you Khushi how
Khushi: please trust me I never did such thing
Arnav very angry now (turned into ASR mode) trust Khushi trust what like you did to my sister when she loves you and trust's you and you go and steel her husband don't you feel ashamed I hate you Khushi I hate you sometime I think that was your mum a gold digger did you learnt everything from her was she cheap like you huh huh Khushi tell me.
Khushi couldn't believe what she was hearing her heart was broken how could he even think that (now if I was Khushi I would give him a back hand and I would have killed by now: D) Arnav regretting what he just said. Khushi pulled him around and gave him and slap. Don't you even dare speak about mum Umma like that?
Arnav: Khushi...
End of Flashback

Present day

Arnav walked down to find Khushi but then he saw his Di crying. He goes up to Anjail.
Arnav: di what wrong is everything ok then his eye set on Shayam he saw the burnt mark on his face
Anjail: chotey look what Shayam. Look what happened (crying) look at his face
(To Shayam) is it stinging?
Arnav felt that he has been shot in his heart she was telling the truth he was misbehaving with her so she throw hot water on him. He carried on looking for her and saying that he was very sorry.

NOO!! I will never ever forgive him for this I will make him regret every single word I will make him feel the way I felt for the pass 2 months making me feel like shit no. No more I will show him who Khushi Kumari Gupta is no one talk about my Umma like that. Her eyes grew and she got up and walked back home every step she made the angrier she got.
She pushed opened the Raizada doors. Everyone stopped and looked
Nani: Khushi are you ok you lo...
Khushi: walked pass Nani and went up into her room
She pushed the door open.
Arnav: Khushi I was looking for you everywhere where did you go (worried)
Khushi: (RUDELY) why did you forget to say something about me or something about my umma?
Arnav: listen Khushi I really am sorry I wish I never said that to you I got carried away I was so angry that I forgot what I was saying Khushi I am really sorry I really should have believe me I am very sorry please forgive me (Arnav is crying)
Khushi: oh is Arnav Singh Raizada sorry you got a heart well you don't. Well you have a heart but it made out of stone. And what forgive you. Oh please Arnav... NO ASR!! The word doesn't suit you please don't make me sick. (Khushi is very angry right now I would be)
Arnav was shocked of what he was hearing is this Khushi
Khushi look...
Khushi: NO Arnav Singh Raizada NO Now you will listen and I will talk my mum was not a gold digger or a cheap person and she didn't teach me to be one. She gave me all the respect I needed
Arnav: I know Khushi...
Khushi: I said NO Arnav I will speck now and you will listen (Khushi has turned into an ASR But her a KKG)
Khushi burst out crying Arnav was broken but not as much as Khushi.
Arnav: Khushi...
Khushi: Khushi who Khushi. Khushi has died. She had died. And you want to know who killed her ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA (started to laugh out loud like a mad person)
Arnav tried to pick her up but Khushi said "DONT YOU TOUCH ME DONT YOU EVEN DARE"
Arnav was shocked of what she was saying but he knew that he crossed his limits
Khushi: what did you say you hate me? Me well you got it wrong no Arnav I hate you!!
The words hurt his heart.
precap:

Khushi: she stood up arnav you look abit down what happend? nothing to say huh cat got your tougue. now i will make you pay of the pain you gave me. since the day i set eyes on you. you made my life hell. but for one minute i thought i love you no loved you but now i think it make me sick how can i loved you a mean sad man

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I Made Your Wish Come True...

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One Shot: I Made Your Wish Come True...

Arnav was in his car driving somewhere very far nowhere but somewhere, he didn't know but he didn't care, he just wanted to get out there... the memories of today flashback into his head... I don't want it... this child... who would accept it... who would love my baby... my baby will feel lone... Arnavji!!... Khushi I love you... hug scene... I wish I had never met you... I wish you had never come into my life... you were the biggest mistake of my life Khushi Kumari Gupta.

He hit his steering wheel and turned around. He needed to go back... he was wrong he should have said that to her, he needed to go back now, he needed to talk to her, now, his heart was telling him something bad is going to happen. 

He speeded off back to RM.

She sat there quite, lone, in pain; hurt, killed and nothing else... she felt like someone just killed her and that someone was her Arnavji... his words rang in her head again and again making her lose it. I wish I had never met you... I wish you never came into my life... when my family were happy... my di was happy... it is your entire fault because of you Shayam did this... the biggest mistake in my life Khushi Kumari Gupta... I hate you Khushi!!... This is your entire fault... since you entered my life... di was happy when you wasn't here!!... 

Khushi: no!!!

She was crying how could he say that to her... how could someone be like that... she didn't want it no more she couldn't take it not more she wouldn't more... she got up and made her way to the room... but walked like a soulless human... eye swollen from all the crying, you could see the dried tear marks on her cheeks, you could see she was now lifeless.

 She walked toward the door and locked it and then walked to the table and picked up the glass and smashed it on the floor; she bent down and picked up a broken piece a Sharpe and painful looking broken piece of glass.

She took it in her hand and gripped it tightly pricking her skin making her bleed a deep red, which was now on the floor dripping making a stain on the carpet.

She stared at it for a while and saw her reflection but didn't see her, she looked the other draw and walked towards it and opened it... she took out a packet, she took out the capsules out and place them all in her hand and stuffed him into her mouth making her swallowing them down... Arnav diabetic medicines not one, not two but the whole 20. 

 Her grip was more tighter she slowly put the broken sharp mirror to her neck, she was shaking but all she was thinking was her Arnavji... and his memorys with her, she smiled making fresh tears dropping down, she tighten her grip and now on to her neck. She pressed hard on her neck and with one second she slit open her neck making her blood splat everywhere along with a scream along with a thud.

He opened her house door every move he made his heart told him it all your fault not hers, you can't do anything about it now, that she was in pain, she is in so much pain. He rushed up the stairs and into the room but found it locked, he banged on it. And that when he heard her scream and a thud on the floor. It was the most dreadful sound ever just like his mother scream... his heart was racing

Arnav: Khushi!!! Open the door now... no responds... Khushi!!!... No respond... open the dam door Khushi... no respond... Khushi!!!... No respond.

He felt the pain growing from the pit of the stomach... his heart cried in pain... he knew something was wrong... what is she doing in there? He could hear her coughing but not answering.

He couldn't wait... he pushed hard on the door trying to break it... and by that time the whole family had arrived.

Payal: Arnavji what happened where is Khushi?

Arnav: she is not opening the door.

Payal: what?

Payal pushed him out of the way.

Payal: Khushi!!!... Look it's me your Jiji... open the door... Khushi... stop it open the door now.

Payal felt it... she felt pain and she now knew her sister was in pain.

Payal: Akash please help me open the door.

Akash and Arnav tried to push the door open while Nani was worrying, Nk was also helping, mami was just thinking Khushi was acting, Anjali stood there not knowing what was even happening.

Arnav and Akash and Nk pushed opened the door... and there she was on the floor, blood everywhere, the piece of glass in her hand, eyes opened but not moving, hair covered with blood.

Arnav went all pale and so did payal.

Arnav run to her and picked her to his lap shaking her to just say something while Akash called the ambulance, Nani shocked, mami also in shock... Anjali still the same.

Arnav: Khushi... Khushi wake up... don't do this again Khushi... stop it now... what did you do... look Khushi this isn't funny... ok... I am sorry I didn't mean it Khushi please... Akash call the ambulance quick.

She smiled but it was hard, her breathing got harder and harder, mouth filled with blood this sight scared Arnav and payal who was to shock to even move.

Khushi tried to speck but when she tried more blood came out from her mouth.

Nk rushed over to Khushi's hand and found the glass. And the medicine packet on the floor and showed Arnav who was even more shocked.

He didn't knew by saying this she would do this... and if he had known he would have never said that to her... if he knew this would be maybe the last day with her wouldn't of shouted at her.

She felt weak, like there it was... now it was done there was no way back, she felt somewhere in peace... she could now go... she could go to her parents, and she really wanted to go, but she saw him and smiled as now he got half his wish... I am out of his life.

Khushi: I... I ... didn't... do ... by propose...

Arnav hugged Khushi telling her to just hang in there just for a while. 

Khushi: I... I ... love... you... I I... made you're... wish... come true... back... to normal... like I said... your happiness day of your life... sorry... di. And she took her last breath in his arms smiling in Arnav arms what else would she want.

Arnav: Khushi!!!! Wake up... Khushi don't do this to me... I was angry... I didn't mean... it 

Payal: KHUSHI!!! She dropped on to her floor and Akash grabbed hold of her.

Arnav tapped her face; he wiped the blood of her face... 

Arnav: Khushi why did you do this... you know I can't live without you Khushi please please don't go... and leave me... I wished I never said that... Khushi... Khushi... Khushi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Payal: let go of her give me her let me wake her up she always does this... and this is fake all fake my sister can't leave me here alone... she wont... she knows I wouldn't be able to live her without her... I can't... I hate you... this is your entire fault... you killed my little baby sister... Khushi open your eyes come here.

Payal took Khushi into her arms and tried to wake her up but she wasn't responding she was a just an empty body not soul left. He had taken it.

There days went on like this... payal left the RM and never looked back at them, she left Aakash she didn't want anything to do with the family who killed her little sister.

Arnav became a living corpse, didn't speak to anyone, didn't nothing but look into the sky looking for his brightest star... his Khushi... and waited for his death but that wasn't coming any time soon as this was his punishment... living without his Khushi. 

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Ok I know it was creepy but I don't like the way he treated Khushi... he should have done that, ok Khushi died but this was Arnav punishment living with Khushi on earth.

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Lost One But Other Came Along

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I have OS for you it is a I don't know which one but I hope you will enjoy it thanks, oh and you know the name Amrit its for girls and boys right because I have a friend called Amrit and he is a boy and I also have girl friend who also name is Amrit

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Lost One But Other Came Along

She smiled at the baby in her arms while he giggled in to space it must just be because of her red scar on her face which might of made him laugh at it but she didn't care he was gorgeous like his mother. She softly kissed his soft and delicate head. This made him smile and yawn like a baby kitten.

He watched her from far he knew she wanted on for herself which was odd because she could just ask he won't have said no he would love to have on himself but right now it wasn't really working they thought it was just not there time, it's not like they have consummated their marriage and they haven't done it in some time it just seem to not happen and he knew she was worried

She got up and rocked him as she knew he was tired and so was she but she just didn't want to give him to his mother and in a few minute he fell asleep as a cute baby he is, she also didn't want to give him to his mother because she knew she would be tired and wanting rest but she then thought how would a mother rest without he child so she slowly carefully walked up the stair for two reasons 1 because she didn't want to drop Amrit 2 if she ran it would be bad as she was in her early stage.

He saw her got up made him go to sleep and made her way up the stairs slowly and carefully as she could and he also made him way and followed her he wanted to talk and be with her as the whole day he was busy with office work and what's not.

She knocked on the door softly before walking in to see her laying down on her bed sleeping while her husband stocked her hair making her feel safe. She smiled at him and he smiled back telling her she could put Amrit in his cot, which she then made her way to the white cute cot covered with blue and teddies, a blanket, mobile set right on top, small pillow. She nicely lied him down and tucked him in and made sure he was in a right position as she didn't want to do the same mistake as last time.

Gaurav: did he fall asleep quickly 

Khushi: yeah... how is she

Gaurav: still in pain

Khushi: I can understand... just keep rubbing her back and keep a warm hot water bottle with her

Gaurav: thanks for the advice... and thanks for looking after Amrit

Khushi: oh no problem I loved looking after him.

Gaurav: hum

Khushi made her way to the door when Gaurav stopped her "Khushi I am sorry for your lost..." he said "oh... it's... its ok... I bet... I see you later..." she said before rushing out of the room with tears in her eyes to then rush back into her room closing the door behind her which then made her realise what she just did... she just ran.

She touched her stomach and gripped onto her top letting her tear fall freely. 

She then felt him wrapping his arms around her waist resting his chin on her shoulder which made her alert and quickly wiped her tears. 

Arnav: Jaan why are you crying

Khushi: I... I am not... Arnav did you call her parents and told them they will be staying here for a while as she is not fit to travel.

Arnav: yeah I did not worry.

Khushi: ok...

Arnav: Khushi come on it was a mistake which happened a year ago... please forgets it and let's move on to the future forget about the past.

She turned around and hugged him tightly and sobbed into his shirt while he rubbed her back and hair trying to control her.

Khushi: how can I... what kind of mother am I Arnav... I kill...killed my own child... I 

Arnav: Khushi stop.

He broke the hug and cupped her face and wiped her tears and told her "Khushi I could of happened to any one... many babies die... Khushi and ours just happened to be one of them... Khushi I know it hurts and it going to be hard but if you are going to do this then we are not moving anywhere are we... Khushi I know many people's babies who die from cot death.

Khushi: it was my fault I didn't put her in right... she suffered and she couldn't breathe... I can't believe I did that to our baby...

Arnav: Jaan please 

Khushi stopped crying and looked into his eyes

Khushi: I don't want to make the same mistake again   

Arnav: you won't Khushi... don't worry when our baby one day will come you would be a great mom that you are.

Khushi: Arnav... it's not that far

Arnav: what?

Khushi: I am a week pregnant...

Arnav was shocked and happy: what omg really Khushi I am so happy... thank you so much... I am going to be a father again and you mom

Khushi: yeah...

Arnav: why are you upset Khushi

Khushi: what if...

Arnav: don't think like that and you won't Khushi I know you won't do that... omg Khushi your pregnant I am so excited... and now lavanya's baby will have a friend to play with

Khushi: yeah... true.

Arnav hugged him and kissed her forehead.

Khushi: I love you so much

Arnav: I love you too Jaan

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His Princesses

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Ok I have updated a lot of my ffs so I think I am doing good and I am writing OS which I enjoy doing because I don't need to continue them... he he... anyway I hope will like this one it is family one and I was smiling the whole way 
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His Princesses
She was sitting on the bed folding her clothing to put into her cupboard, she was tired and needed sleep, you could see it in her eyes that she was sleepy and she needed to rest but she couldn't she had things to do and she couldn't leave them, she was lucky that Anjali had took out their little princess out so she was alone because if she was here then she couldn't do anything.
He walked into the room and saw her sitting on the bed; he smiled and made his way to the washroom to get fresh...
Few minutes he came out all fresh he walked up to her and picked up the piles of clothing on the bed and placed them in to the cupboard where they should be and he walked back to her and sat beside her and touched her hands which was on the bed.
Khushi: how was work? 
Arnav: Alright, where is my little princess
Khushi: di took her out so I could rest
Arnav: but you didn't seem to be resting 
Khushi: I couldn't I didn't know what she was doing 
Arnav: shall I call di
Khushi: no it's fine
Khushi lend onto Arnav she rested her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes while Arnav played with her fingers.
Khushi: Arnav
Arnav: yeah
Khushi: I hope the next one won't be this work full Arnav she had so take after you
Arnav: Khushi were lucky to get some time alone to have a next's one 
Khushi: thanks to di and Jiji
Khushi turned and hugged him from the side and kissed him on the cheek, she closed her eyes up opened them when they heard her screaming through the front door and Anjali voice "princess please stop" Khushi eyes opened and sighed and got up and so did Arnav.
She was about to move to the door and help out Anjali when Arnav caught her from the waist and brought her to him, she smiled and asked them "what happened" 
Arnav: before you go can I have a kiss
Khushi: no!
Arnav: please you are wasting time 
Khushi: fine
Khushi moved her hands to his neck to pull him close Arnav touched her waist soft and carefully and moved to her lips but stopped when...
Anjali: Khushi you daughter is... Anjali burst into the room not even knocking she quickly turned away as she saw what position they were in she was embarrassed and wished she had knocked it wasn't the first time she had walked into the room while they were romancing.
Arnav let go of Khushi and she moved away, she wasn't  shy at all as Anjali saw them kiss before and she had walked into the room uncountable time while doing stuff which when the door should be locked.
Arnav: what happened di
Anjali: am chote Arshi is running around the house and I can't stop her she is saying she want papa
Arnav: ok di where coming 
Anjali: alright
Anjali left them and tried to get hold of Smriti as she was running so fast and she was scared if she got hurt.
Khushi: come 
Arnav: no quick kiss please
Khushi: Arnav 
Arnav: you are wasting time
Khushi: fine
Khushi lent in to Arnav but then Smriti run through the door crying
Khushi looked at her 4 years old daughter she was crying, Khushi then saw the cut on her leg, blood pouring down her leg you could see it glass in the scab, Khushi rushed to her and so did Arnav, she picked her up and sat her down on the bed. Khushi felt like crying seeing her cry like that.
Khushi: riti what happened how did this happened, does it hurt
Arnav: Khushi go fast and get the first Aid,
Khushi got up and rushed to the draw to get the box and she ran back to Arnav
Arnav: princess is it hurting
Smriti: papa it hurts... (She is crying)
Arnav: princess look at me 
Khushi: darling how did this happen
Smriti: I was running and hit my leg on the vase and it fell and I fell to onto it and cut my leg and now it's bleeding mama make it stop 
Arnav: princess look at me...
Arnav laid her down and put up her leg, her head was on Arnav's lap he was holding her hand, Arnav signalled Khushi to clean and dress the wound as he distracted her.
Khushi opened the box and took out the ointment and wool and cleaned out her wound carefully... while Arnav talked and tingled her
Arnav: you know what your mama calls me 
Smriti: laad governor 
Arnav smiled and tucked her hair behind her ear
Arnav: what's this?
Smriti: Anjali bua brought it for me when we went to the park
Arnav: oh really
Smriti: yeah papa you want to wear it
Arnav: oh wow can I?
Smriti: here you ok
Smriti took her bracelet off and slid it onto Arnav arm and giggled 
Smriti: papa now you look like a princess
Arnav: yay 
Arnav kissed her cheeks and she giggled and kissed him back.
Khushi was admiring them while cleaning the wound, she loved Arnav and Smriti and their relationship.
Khushi: all done my princess
Smriti: it's done
Khushi: yep
Smriti: but mama it didn't hurt
Khushi: because I wouldn't let anything hurt my princess
Smriti: mommy magic
Khushi: yeah
Smriti got up she hugged Arnav and kissed his cheek then rushed to Khushi and hugged her and then kissed her cheek and then hugged her hands she tried to put her same little hand arm Khushi big baby bump.
Smriti: mommy when will my friend come
Arnav: soon princess
Smriti: really 
Khushi: yeah princess
Smriti: oh let me go and tell Anjali bua 
Khushi: no riti come go sleep it's late
Arnav: picked her up and laid her down and tapped her to sleep while Khushi told her a bed time story.

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So Khushi is again pregnant
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